i dont even know why i feel like this. i'm really not alone at all. i guess i've just been in a weird mood. i feel weird about things.
but i guess being alone, being antisocial, is alright sometimes. i get a lot of reading done. a lot of writing. watch some good tv. do a lot of soul searching. lol.
besides. gotta work bakery super early everyday for the rest of the week. so going to bed before 2am (something that pretty much hasnt happened all summer) would be amazing, considering i'll be working at 6.30 or 7 everyday.
so im gonna work on that.
i'm going to a psychic tomorrow w/ cait, alie and whoever else wants to join. just for the hell of it. we've been talking about doing it forever, but never got around to it before. so we're gonna go tomorrow. i'm not worried, and i'm not going to take what they say to heart. its really just for fun, to see how accurate they can get. but you know what? it would be pretty awesome if they said some good things.
i could use that about now.